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amanda yew
a.y.s.h@hotmail.com
Monday, March 31, 2008 @ 11:07 AM
popping pills down my throat.
geez. im sick.
down with stomach flu and im running a temperature. i feel absolutely dead. yesterday my temperature alternated between 40.5 and 40.
it reached 41.2 when i woke up from a nap. iced my forehead & all and when my temperature went back down to 40, my brother just went "so, do you feel any stupider?".
urgh. annoying.
my stomach feels really bad right now. i wish i could dig it out and throw it out the window.
the amount of tablets i have to take is insane. i cant go back to school cuase stomach flu is contagious. i'd proabably get a whole bunch of other people sick. my bro & dad is already down with stomach flu too. man, this sucks.
i miss the kiddos back at school.
anyway, some pictures from acjc funfair.
shuzhen and i. that joan at the back. and i look spastic.
haha geraldine playing the spongebob game. she got wet trying to collect the water which comes out the pipes. (sorry i know the photo quality really sucks)
regina ended up playing with her too.
regina ended up playing with her too.
see the walking red thing. haha, stop thinking dirty. it was supposed to be a suasage.
didnt camwhore that much over there, explains the little amount of photos i have.
anyway, i shall just go die now.
my stomach is killing me.
Friday, March 28, 2008 @ 11:40 PM
lets make it last forever.
its as if her soul had died.
i promise you, i wasnt lying. please believe me.
@ 9:24 PM
love you too. byebye.
haha.
ps, i love you. ps, im not emo.
im that happy bouncy kid bobbing up & down in your dreams. no im not that emo kid that wears a chunk of eyeliner & cries herself to sleep. school is so much more bearable with the people that make you laugh like crazy.
"amanda why are you so emo today?"
"haha, im not emo. hahahaha."
"aww, so emo. anyway honey, love you lots."
"haha, im not emo. hahahaha."
i have a limited vocabulary. shucks, i love my friends to the bits of itsy million pieces.
overdued photos.
obsessors.
yes i have no life.
i look spastic man.
yes i love that woman. & i love my shoes too.
& amanda proudly presents to you
the most spastic amanda can get.
& by the way.
i miss you i miss you i miss you.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 7:02 PM
pulled down my defences, disarmed my heart
i should seriously stop doodling in class.
but doodling is addictive.
& as if i dont already have enough work on my hands, i went to look up on some of those doodling analysis websites. i dont know if they're true or not, but what the heck, im bored to death right now.
i've been doodling intersecting vertical & horizontal lines all over the place. so this is what it means scientifically.
criss-cross lines,
criss-crossed lines show that you need some alone time. you want to escape
as you're frustrated and feel like you are suffocating.
all i understand from my doodles is that i've got a hell of a boring life.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 11:14 PM
hush now. listen to me.
im dying to ask you if you'll stay.
i miss the smiles i used to see on the familiar faces.
i do all i can to keep the smiles there. even when i cant smile honestly myself.
no im not emo. i just lead a boring life.
and,
i found my love yesterday. dont forget that i love you okay? my dearest new phone.
Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 10:36 PM
today is over. im dreading tomorrow.
busrides should be made longer, they make me happy. even when im on the bus alone & dont know anyone else. i dont know why, maybe its just something that lets me quiet down.
why is a hard question.
i dont know how to explain some things. ask a kid why their blanket makes them feel safe. when they're equally afraid of the dark when they're hiding below that blanket.
some things just are. so is it okay to do things without having to answer why?
group photos of dancers from yesterday.
at yoshinoya
at queenstown mrt.
oh shucks.
every kid has her secrets. its easy for me to keep someone else's secret. its killing me to have to keep my own. but what would you say, if i told you mine & you didnt understand?
you told me to tell you.
i was only afraid you wouldnt listen.
Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 9:06 PM
will you write me a love song if i ask you to?
you dont know how much i miss you.
sports carnival 2008 was... well, rainy.
the rain poured. some of the events were cancelled. including the mascot dance competition which we worked our asses off for. hopefully it will be postponed, which in other words means hopefully it will still be happening. our asses will not be worked off for nothing.
went around taking loads of pictures. 257 from my camera alone. the rest of the photos will have to wait til i get them from the people who has them.
some parts of it was a little boring. my throat could have died from all the shouting. but it was fun. for the most part.
oops, sorry blur.
shu zhen!
oh miss lim so cute! she grew! hahha.
some of the one minute of fame performances.
yun yi is insane.
so is valerie.
& thats zoey.
shu zhen & lukhei.
omg this is spas.
yi ping!
haha jollin.
jouteng & xiuxian
karen & jollin.
andrea loves me man.
see, she's admitting. haha joking joking.
zoey!
after the whole event was over, sec 3 dancers headed down to the esplanade.
haha ling ling so cute
oops. sorry.
emo kid
my socks are like the cutest things on earth.
thats about all kids.